What a disaster!

I have put on 3 pounds, taking my weight to 18st 9lbs nearly back to that starting weight.

WOW I feel depressed & yes my fed up mood is still continuing. I am annoyed because I have worked my arse off at the gym since the 2nd of Jan.

Last night my friend has booked her birthday apartment for the first weekend in June. So as of this and my break up my main two motivations at the moment are

– not to be the fattest on my friends birthday night out, I have approx 5 months to shed some pounds. Also to be able to find a half decent dress to fit into.

– I want to be able to upload pics to Facebook and my ex feel like he’s made the biggest mistake ever. Nothing like a bit of revenge.


So there you have it, I have failed at the first hurdle but I suppose I will just have to get back up and try again.