Summer starts now…

Kind of. Last night I officially left college qualified in level 3 AAT, so that’s college done for the summer and not a whole year off as apparently I will be going back in September after all the nonsense I have had with student finance etc. I had got it into my head I was taking a year out and concentrating on myself which I was kind of looking forward to but if I can manage to get onto level 4 next year then I cant really refuse.

I’m in a pretty rubbish mood considering I should be over the moon I have passed etc but I just don’t know what is up with me. I have a feeling its to do with all these plans being up in the air. I like to be organised and have a plan of action but until uni results come through and I know for definite if I can enrol onto AAT next year I’m a bit ‘MEH’ which is the only way to describe how I feel right this moment. The one certainty is that I have until the end of August off college so m week nights are now pretty much available and I want to get back to the gym. I have 2 near full months to make big changes (body/health/fitness wise) so I need to grab this opportunity with both hands and start now!

Anyone sorry to bore you with my problems but just feel as though I needed to vent some of this mood, today I am going to try and make a bit of a plan gym/exercise/food wise to make me feel a bit more organised which may help me feel a bit happier.

Enjoy your day folks.

13 thoughts on “Summer starts now…

  1. ok…just to quialify that…
    I like the bit where you have passed πŸ™‚
    I like the bit about going back to the gym πŸ™‚
    the Meh bit is not so good, sorry you are feeling like that venting is good, and finding the positives, like you have 2 months off and the plans will happen, for now plan to wing it…and see where things take you πŸ™‚

    (I know this doesn’t work for everyone, but it is worth a try)

    • thank you, I love your comments they are always so positive and uplifting. I just need to go with the flow I suppose, just printed off the gym class list and made a spreadsheet so I feel a bit more in control now haha!

      • πŸ˜€ I have spent this last year concentrating on finding the positives in things πŸ™‚

        I am glad it is working!

        Having a spreadsheet always helps, I agree πŸ˜€

      • I don’t know how to comment on your blogs! I have just seen you have completed your 365 days! What a massive achievement you should be so proud of yourself, I’m proud of you my wordpress friend! haha please don’t disappear though 😦 you are too much of an inspiration!

      • There should be a Leave a comment bit at the bottom of the post somewhere…but I never know how it looks to someone who isn’t the blog owner…

        Thank you so much πŸ˜€ I am really proud of myself!!
        I am definitely not going to disappear!! I have declared another 365 project, as I am not where I want to be yet so there is no getting rid of me that easily πŸ˜€

        (I still cant quite get used to people calling me an inspiration!)

      • I have just read your blog where you have pledged to do another 365! you tough cookie! I still cant find the leave comment bit, but when I can you will get used to being called an inspiration because I will be saying it every time I see your blogs haha because its the truth! Such an amazing lady, how you have the energy to follow me and my failings I will never know but I am always grateful for your comments!

      • I have found this year, that the comments I get and the interactions on this little worldpress world I have built are amazingly helpful to my progress, and I like to be supportive of others too.
        especially if they seem to be doing a worthwhile thing and or having a hard time of it. Your posts always seem genuine and honest which makes me want to leave comments πŸ˜€

      • Yeah I can imagine, it nice to have people cheering you on kind of thing and know your not the only one feeling a certain way at a certain time. I will find that comment button and become your no1 fan. I read your blogs and it makes me want to go out and get moving unfortunately I mainly read them at work and the most movement I can do here is spinning around on my chair.

        I promised to be 100% honest with my blogging and I can hand on heart say I have (if I hadn’t I maybe 10stone lighter by now and the majority of my blogs would be positive haha) but it is honestly the hardest thing I have ever done (losing weight that is)

      • If you are reading it through the home page, the bottom just goes on to the next post! but if you click on the title to the post it takes you to the individual post which should have a comment box at the bottom (hopefully)

        It is hard, and people need to see how hard it is! The most important thing is being honest when you have suceeded and when you haven’t, that way you aren’t kidding yourself πŸ™‚
        I found when I had to pretend to other people that I was (or wasn’t) doing a certain thing it was easy to lie to myself!
        It is awesome that you aren’t doing that!

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